im moving

im moving packing my stuff this week and moving out!!! i hope to be put of this house by feb 10th and hand the keys over but we will see.

here is a pic of the new place
its a cute house on 2.25 acres, will post inside pic when i get them. phone number will stay the same.

what does it mean to be a friend

what does it mean to me to be a friend? I will accept my friends for there faults. i do not have to like or accept the choices that they make, i can let them know that it is not okay or i can sit by silently while they make mistakes. a friend will help you pick up the pieces no matter what, give you a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear at any time of the day or night. drive hundreds of mile to be with you when you need it the most, even when you do not ask for it or tell you they dont. a friend will come be with you when your loved one passes away, hold your hands as you burry yours. no matter what you do or have done will still love you and trust you and you them.

very few people find friendship like that. Ive been very lucky to have found it in a couple of people. my best friend Bekki my #1 with my faults and hers. we just went over the 10 year! and for those who know to do that in a navy town that is very hard, people move away you loose touch and eventually loose track, someone who once you would have told anything you dont even know what happened to them, that is very sad.

there are others that i keep in close contact with and some i'd really like to be able to get back to that place again but what do you do when someones been hurt, how do you get back what youve lost? you dont i guess you just have to start from scratch again.

My life is but....

My life is but a weaving between my God and me,
I do not choose the colors, He worketh steadily.
Ofen times He weaveth sorrow, and I in foolish pride,
Forget He sees the upper, and I the underside.
Not till the loom is silent, and shuttles cease to fly,
Will God unroll the canvas and explain the reason why.
The dark threads are as needful in the skillful Weaver's hand
As the threads of gold and silver in the pattern He has planned.

When you are doing something God does not want you to do he puts up road blocks or sends you signs that it may not be wise, sometime we understand them right away and sometimes it takes a bit to figure them out. Sometimes by the time you figure them out its to late.

I wish that it did not take so much figuring out for some people.