what did you do for thanksgiving

me well i went to my parents house... why do i punish myself like that! no really the only reason i went is because it was samanthas 11th birthday. wow 11 already, i can still remember giving birth to her 11 years ago like it was yesterday. i guess it could have been a worse day but i would have much rather have been somewhere else but there is always next year huh.

so how did you spend your day?

some new pics

sarah is now 5 months old! can you believe taht she is getting so big so fast! and she still has those cute green eyes.

what a weekend

so went to Astoria to see my best friend on saturday and then sunday spent the day driving down the coast (101) to look for the perfect birthday gift for her mom. we went all the way down to tillamook and went to the cheese factory and had lunch (mine came right back up) and ice cream YUMMY!! anyways all that and the only gift she got her she got in astoria!! go figure huh. it was a fun weekend.

and now that im home its time to get ready for the trip to sacramento and back. james the kids and I are taking the train downand driving an RV back. im really not looking forward to it but oh well, james cant say i dont do anything for him...

I'll post pics when i can!

new fabric!

http://s228.photobucket.com/albums/ee15/sprinkledwithgranola/

41 fabric options, come check out whats new and ready to go out the door!

Daddy Babywearer of the future!

Jacob is always wanting to carry Sarah around so i had an idea!!! of course he isn't allowed to go far from mom.

I hate cars

God i would be so much better off if i didn't have to worry about fixing my car! so i need new brakes in the suburban, that makes me mad, especially since i told James there was a funny sound and he ignored me, guess i should have taken it in myself....now on to the car needs a new fuel injector runs like shit and everyday it gets worse i know with my luck I'm going to brake down on the side of the road one day and be screwed.. oh yeah what makes that better is that my battery on my cell is always dying soooo i get a car charger guess what the liter in the car doesn't work!

yep and if it cant get any worse while i am bitching about it to James he tells me the Jeep is leaking transmission fluid AND oil but he cant figure out where from great huh....

just add that all on top of the crazy day Ive had.... yep off to the mall to try and gain some sanity and think about crap.

you know what sucks

god you know when you have to do something that you dont want to do and you know that someone is going to be hurt, yeah it sucks just thinking about it makes me sick because i really care about this person and it hurts me just to do it. i'm not doing this again it NEVER turns out good... i cant believe people ask me for relationship advice

so i'll be lonely tonight doing me normal pm thing.